isnt. I mean, we were fighting a lot. But there is something about her that I just dont wanna lose. Im not

too sure what it is, but Im not completely giving up yet. I think anything in this life that is worthwhile is

worth fighting for, and Id like to believe what we had was a good thing.

Other then breaking up with

my girlfriend, life is pretty much same ol same ol. Its funny though how when you’re going through a

breakup, nothing else really seems to matter. I had an uncle that passed away last week, and even though I

wasnt close to him, it didnt really hit me at all, and I think it was mainly because of what is going on with

me and Laura.

And its the worst time of the year for me, the winter. I cant even begin to tell you how

much I hate winter, and the friggn snow. I guess the real reason I hate snow is because I hate driving in it.

And its not so much that I dont know how to drive in the snow, its the other yahoos that dont know how that

make me nervous. They either go too fast or too slow, either way drives me bonkers, no pun

intended.

But anywho, breaking up with my girlfriend is pretty much the only real thing going on in my

life. Women are nothing but trouble, at least thats been the case so far in my life. I wish there was a

magical guide that could teach you everything you need to know about how women think, and why they do what

they do. The ultimate dating guide so to speak. But that will never be written because every women is

different, and each one is way too complex.

Ive been having some relationship issues. I guess it had to start at some point or another. It started with

the little stuff, and things seem to spin out of control. We usuallly end up arguing over really stupid

stuff. I think Im right, she thinks shes right, and before you know it, were in a screaming match. It really

sucks because I dont want to lose her, but at the same time Im having a hard time not arguing with

her.

Ive looked online, and asked around for some advice. A friend of mine suggested couples

counseling, but I dont know if thats something I really want to do. I mean, yes, I want to save this

relationship, but I just dont like the idea of couples counseling. I think Im gonna try a few different bits

of advice I found online on how to win her back. I know everything

online cant be trusted, but its worth a shot. I will keep everyone updated on how things go, or dont

go…

Jake

Ive been going out with my girl now for a couple of months, and thats going well. Its funny how when you have

a good relationship with a girl it seems to make everything else just that much better. Ever since me and

Laura started dating, work doesnt seem to suck as much and I dont get as mad driving anymore either. And

trust me, when it comes to road rage, I have it in spades.

So anyways, as I was saying, having a

girlfriend definitely seems to make life that much more chipper. And it makes my mom happy too. You know how

mothers can be. Shes hoping for the much more serious, marriage and some grand babies. I dont think me and

Laura are quite to that point. We are still in that twitter pated stage, which is fine by me. I hope we can

stay in that phase for a while.

Jake

or I should say more awful then usual, and my car is having trouble, and the weather really sucks. Its just

one of those days. Plus my mom is bugging me about finding a good girl and settling down so she can have some

grand kids. That can get pretty old sometimes. I dont really feel like writing a whole lot more. I think Im

gonna go squat down in front of my xbox and just chill for a

while.

Jake

living an average life here in Ohio. Not really too sure where Im gonna take this blog. Right now Im having a

hard time with women, so I’ll probably be sharing some different escapades that I run into along with

different advice I find on the web and how well it did or didnt work. So stay tuned…

Jake