Well, its over. Part of me is relieved, but most of me isnt. I mean, we were fighting a lot. But there is something about her that I just dont wanna lose. Im not too sure what it is, but Im not completely giving up yet. I think anything in this life that is worthwhile is worth fighting for, and Id like to believe what we had was a good thing.

Other then breaking up with my girlfriend, life is pretty much same ol same ol. Its funny though how when you’re going through a breakup, nothing else really seems to matter. I had an uncle that passed away last week, and even though I wasnt close to him, it didnt really hit me at all, and I think it was mainly because of what is going on with me and Laura.

And its the worst time of the year for me, the winter. I cant even begin to tell you how much I hate winter, and the friggn snow. I guess the real reason I hate snow is because I hate driving in it. And its not so much that I dont know how to drive in the snow, its the other yahoos that dont know how that make me nervous. They either go too fast or too slow, either way drives me bonkers, no pun intended.

But anywho, breaking up with my girlfriend is pretty much the only real thing going on in my life. Women are nothing but trouble, at least thats been the case so far in my life. I wish there was a magical guide that could teach you everything you need to know about how women think, and why they do what they do. The ultimate dating guide so to speak. But that will never be written because every women is different, and each one is way too complex.